Allow me to tell you about the “red paper clip” secret. You may remember the story of Kyle Macdonald? He exchanged a red paper clip on ebay for a fish shaped pen. He bartered that for a doorknob — then continued to trade up in this way until he wound up with VIP passes to an Alice Cooper concert (+ an invite to personally party with Alice after the show.)
Listen closely. This is something important. It concerns you and something you may well be doing to jeopardise your progress. I DEFINITELY used to do it. Sometimes the most profound lessons are right under our noses. Nature will share them with us if we’re open to it.